my mondays

The day starts wid a ringing bell
As if dragons ,breathing fire from hell.
Lost in nightmares that belong to past
Wake up,discover time ticking fast.

Its nine already,you make a wish
Curse the alarm,for its fatal miss
Think of the nightly princess that came with akiss
when you were on the bed,and the clock did hiss.

Hurry to the dept,stand at the door,
tuck in your t shirts and make faces poor
Ask the ma'am "May i come in??"
She has a stare ,says nothing..

Its the class of microprocessors
Like living under the knifes of butchers
She asks questions,you hardly know....
About counters,registers and yea time is slow.

You hear answers murmuring all around you.
You stand up,and make faces blue
The teacher just borrowed a cold stare
She asks you to leave ,attendance demanding care

Then is the class of systems of power
Find yourself vantage points ,beyond glare
All the generators and transmission line
Entangling you ,and suddenly you are not fine.

She asks of calculators or may be computers
You tell stories,thats already told
When in a situtation this grave or that bold
she singles you out, puts the class on hold.

You start feeling the pinch of volts
Single phase or three phase ,you just want a revolt
She talks of being in phase and out
leaving you with doubts,yeah doubts.

Then is the class of machine design
Sit back, to fate you design
Dull class springs into life ,slow murmurs go quiet
Jumping from the hell into dungeons of fright...

Try mastering the laws of optismisation
transformers /motors ,ohh i beg ,beg for liberisation
Cost ,productivity,volume and weight are driving factors.
ohh my life in hell could have been better...

Then comes the hour of machines
Donn't worry the bottle's old so is the wine
You heard the story of brushes..
A year'gone and we still deal with losses..

If you are not yet bore
"explore the world of aramature or core
Load and efficiency ,ahh yes power
Voltage ,current all gone sour.

You, hera the bell ,jump out of the class
whatever energy,thats going to last
Manage to drag your body
Exhausted by the hours of study

Its break and you rush back
Not the canteen but my hostels rack
the food (yeah its called so) is healthy and good
i love it ,atleast its smells gud..

The cooks deserve a prize for consistency
Broken all records of monotocity
All the dishes taste the same
enjoy the lunch and come back home

had enough in the day ,now its time to play
Sit in the back benches and let minds stray
the teachers busy wid her diction
And i am wandering in my fiction

Its the class of instrumentation
lets loose all your figments of imagination
the types of error,and standardisation of scales
Are the last things that ring,before the bell

Well ,the days not ended
I still got pracs
All my prayers i guess weren't heeded
Still got two hours with a crac...

hi there
so its usual back to my school
ohh i m in a university now..
9 to 5 schedules...
borin lectures
were they ever entertainin
relative grades
if they existin by chance were great..
exhaustin labs
u can watch a spider lifecycle..
new single room hostels
i forgot man z a social animal..
dull days n lifeless nights
guess the sems started to a dull session
half my friends busy wid gre cat n wot not...
n suddenly life z complicated
hahha

the best thing r the rains
nowdays even they r not coming...

lemme cry..

i need to cry
leave me alone
lemme cry
lemme cry

donnt wipe my tears
donnt fight my fears
leave me in dark
i need to look bac
y m i here????

searchin for something someone near...
tell me things unknown
i m lost n rotten
frozen ,forbidden ,forgotten
yea leave me in daaaark

i need to cry
lemme cry

dont stab at my bac
load ur guns n blow me apart
see me in pieces
lemme cry

yea i m a bad liar
donnt giv a damn,i dont care
put me behind bars
unforgotten those scars

i need to cry
leave me alone

my end z a world away
stand apart watch me on my day
leavr me alone
i need to cry
lemme cry.......................

i Feel

i feel
when someone looks in my eyes n says nothing...i was never known to understand words unsaid,but some fellows dont just inderstand it......
when my sis wishes me luck n i know she aint bothered,i cant feel nything else coz may be thats the other way around
when my mom says she z the luckiest one around...
when my dishes turn out great and folks are left finger lickin..
when the sunflower i planted blooms..
when the i see roses wid mornin dew on it..
when it rains and my bed feels dewy,i simply luv it....hot coffee,dark chocolates simply add on to the spirit
when ther z a thunderstorm developin ,everything black...i simply luv the flashes of light
when i my classmates are left searchin and i come wid the answers..boy its rare..but makes me happy :)
when i dress up to an occasion( i rarely do)n walk around as the prince from never never lands
when i got hell lotta work n i damn everythin n go off to sleep...
when my dog Blacky wakes me up ,he starts of wid lickin but i normaly dont wake up till hehehenless some of my toe nails are substitued for his biryani
when my dad says its your world ,you decice,your choice...Dad i m so young...
when i have a nice bath n smell of deos with my hair wet n water trickilin thru..
when my friends get on a high n cry their heart out,bitchy bout sumone,of treacherous life...didnt u hear boys dont cry???
when i m floorin my cars accelerator n still its does not reach beynd 125..heheh nice old car..the ads always promise more
when my best freind says y is that u promise only to flatter...
when i think i m on my way to doom..nothin can save me...but which is not da case..
when theirs a crowd shoutin a league away n i m lost in peace
when sumone says they need more of my time.....babe its real precious...
when design cool stuff ,animated toons n show off my desginin skills to mediocre folks...(yea i do have n ego)
when someone says things could have been different n beautifull only if i had walked the line...god damn it i hav a mind of my own
when sumone appreciates my baggy sweaters one of my sweetie friends made for me
when my mom says she misses me.............

dA CiTY

Mumbai-the city of dreams,of destiny,of riches.......

well i arrived in the city (in dadar stn) as the sun becokned for a new day..
I still remember the darkness of night givin slowly into the warthm of sun...
the cool breeze blowin past my face,my body achin coz of30 hrs in train...
It was 345 in the morning of 9th May,2006.

The first thing that struck me were the people...
their eyes,the look in thier face.
yeah its not bhubaneswar(my homie)..Definitely not..
the eyes were not lookin towards the day knockin on their heels..no
they were lookin far ahead
Not into the promises of the day ,its challenges..
half of them were as if they forgotten something yesterday...
the night didnt bother them,just too busy

y? i dare not ask?
busy to live???

Night does mean rest,Days dont bring newness to them.
All they want to survive..
Whoz early to board the train,to stand in an queue,to unboard the train,to reach offices or homes.

i donnt know if they return to their homes to find a wife waitin for a husband,a mom worried bout her child,a grand dad lookin for a playmate n maybe their own children waitin to be hugged..
what matters is 'll they survive tomorrow......

with some difficulty i board the train till Goregoan..
The scene inside the train being little more calmin,a bit comfortin
may be people are more assured now..
once they are on ther way to destiny..

Did i say Destiny???
well Destiny is what i saw in those eyes...
All were here to change it......

fLEUR dE LISS

i lik my best friends gurl
guessin we ll mak terrific pal
si look at waitin for signs
may be she fed off da old wine

my friend z gud but not da best
da gurl wid him z a complete waste
i look at her as if a bit shy
waitin for da moment when i ll hav a try

when she catches my hand da clock does stop
my heart beats racin tic tic tock
she opens her lips, calls my name
she z got a corner in her heart dat does the same...

she wants to change places,my friendz not around
my bike breathes fire roarin loud
she says "heylo can i hav a lift?"
i say lady " u r heavens gift..."

she smiles at me n i giv her a grin
she understands languages mean
i ask her "lady where ll i stop?"
she says "drive on till we drop..."

i press accelerator,way beyond mark
she holds me close n ,everything else z dark
i feel her,her hearts beatin, her hairs loose
her eyes piercing,tightening me on a noose

up came a car,straight on me
offroad i went,onboard was he
he had a barrel,i saw the hole
heard a roar, down did she fall

buryin her wid a kiss
turn around asked my freind y this????
he turned back i could hear him hiss....
"fleur de liss,fleur de liss"

bLuE

my borin classes giv me ample time to scribble little rhymes.......
recently i was fascinated by the color blue
so here z it................

Lazy is the sun,hazy is the view
Everything is lost when i look at you
Baby i am drunk, may be drunk on you
Everything seems out of the blue

You look at me and i look at you
Understandin stuff we never knew
The birds are silent n so are you
Everything seems out of the blue

Roses are bloomin n so are you
Glistenin on me like mornin dew
All this seems so silly so untrue
Everything seems out of the blue

A bolt of lightenin is that you
Rockin me lik i never knew
The air is thick wid aroma of you
Everything seems out of the blue

Everything seems out of the blue
For i am drownin drownin in blue
Blue is the color the color of you
Everything seems out of the blue............

firstie

well i guess its time to start bloggin.........
i gav it a try few times before even but then was nt able to b really maintain stuff
forgotten paswords n even accounts it self didnt help
this time around i got a note of all da handles /aliases i used
they r themselves so confusin
but i cant help for easy ones r taken already............


so wot ll i blog bout??????
well being in an engineerin institute u never run out of ideas
more so being n enginner to b

do expect a lot of critics of system,some technical stuff (whatever my limited knowledge permits ), something funny may b romantic n also some serious stuff
everyday happenings i dont expect them to b featurin on a regular basics......
n hell lot of campus fundas
every campuses got that ( i guess.....)


so hopefully this will b da first great step i take into da world of bloggin....................



wot i expect of this z to grow my social networkin to a new level......
n may b mak new friends n bla bla bla

so lets c wot da next thing i blog bout
even i m unsure...hehehehe